Now I Understand

i dreamt of you tonight, but in the dream, i could neither touch you nor talk to you..

after i woke up i made love to my bed, imagining it was you..

i had to keep quiet the same way we had to when you were here with me..

after orgasm, i felt like crying..

then i remembered you crying the same way in these moments, cos you imagined someone else than me..

exactly the same way i imagined someone else instead of the bed..

so then i really did cry..